Take a Breath

Woman leaning on tree

by Maria Sirois, Ph.D., Copper Beech Institute master teacher

Whenever we see a friend in distress, the first words we utter are, “Okay, take a breath.” We know something about what begins to heal us without truly knowing it. Breath is the essence of life. We breathe to stay alive, to nourish the cells and organs of our body, and we breathe as a gesture of hope. It is the doorway to the next moment, and from that the next possible future. With each breath the tiniest amount of change has already begun. We find ourselves in a slightly new present and eventually, after perhaps 10 breaths or a hundred, we can begin to do a bit more, we can begin to choose.

In my twenties, depressed after a painful breakup, I self-medicated by sleeping all the time. I had married right out of college, a binding that lasted less than three years and, suddenly, at the age of 25, I had left a home for an apartment, a husband for an empty bed. Everything seemed unstable and uncertain. Had I known to choose breath instead of numbness, I would have been able to awaken, get out of bed, and see opportunities unfolding. My relationship to my suffering and to my very sense of self would have been different if I had understood what Thich Nhat Hanh said: “Breath is the bridge which connects life to consciousness.” I might have reached out more. I might have found a connection to another who also knew heartbreak. I would have been a bit more clear, instead stumbling like a three-legged homeless dog from scrap to scrap of affection.

With breath as our focus, we slow down, become aware, and then we can choose how to respond, rather than simply react.

Physically, the breath is rejuvenating, feeding the body with life-giving oxygen. Emotionally, breath provides us with micro experiences of calm. As we focus on breathing, we create tiny islands of respite from the intensity of emotion. Our cognitions begin to align themselves away from panic or shock and slowly useful thoughts or questions begin to emerge: “Who can I lean on?” “What has helped me in the past?” “What do I need to learn now?” Those would have been really handy that year.

With mindful breathing, too, we form a new relationship with ourselves. In shock or despair, the tendency is to become reactive, to take action that is historically familiar, whether or not it is helpful. With calming breath, we demonstrate self-care, and from that place we are more likely to move in a direction that is nourishing. Spiritually, with each inhale and exhale, we bring toward us a slight liberty, an openness to that which is and that which is larger than us. Mindful awareness of the breath indicates a “radical receptivity to life,” to quote Megan McDonough, and that moves us toward connection—with life, with ourselves, with those who have chosen the same in moments of anguish.

Life will come together, to paraphrase Buddhist nun Pema Chödrön, and then it will fall apart. Breath is an anchor. With it, we can remain present long enough for the next choice in our journey to unfold. It is our first crucial choice after loss or trauma, connecting us to the lineage of those who have chosen life, and it is direct evidence of our life force itself becoming invigorated again—right here in the body, right here, exactly where we are. We need be nowhere else.

This post is excerpted with permission from Maria Sirois from her new book, “A Short Course in Happiness After Loss (And Other Dark, Difficult Times),” forthcoming in March 2016.

We invite you to learn more from Maria at her Copper Beech Institute weekend retreat, Mindful Authenticity: Giving Up All Other Lives Except the One That’s Yours, February 26-28, 2016.

Maria is a clinical psychologist and seminar leader of national renown, who has worked in the intersection of psychology and spirituality for more than twenty years. Trained at the Dana-Farber Cancer Institute and New England Deaconess Mind/Body Medicine Institute, her work has centered predominantly on support of children and adults facing terminal illness; offering them and the staff who care for them tools for resilience, stress management, and the creation of meaning in the presence of suffering. Her latest book, “A Short Course in Happiness After Loss (And Other Dark, Difficult Times)” will be released in March 2016.

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